Mind games are not merely games played on your mind through
external forces, but they are games that your mind plays on itself.
One simple picture, that burns an image that lasts a mere 5 seconds can induce a
stream of thought that will go on for a disproportionately longer period, say,
of 5 days. How this one image can propound itself and turn into a series of
images, a television mini series, perhaps a series that even goes on hiatus and
returns 25 years later, is beyond me. Yet, this happens, and will continue to
happen until you bring your brain onto your side, where cookies and hot
chocolate are all the things you think about.
Now if a simple image can escalate into a monolithic figure
eating all the other thoughts out of the recesses of your brain, imagine the
effect of a short question, two words and one mark of punctuation.
BAM.
You have another 20 days added to your game. What do those
words mean? Was that question directed to me? Was it directed to another girl?
Why did he use that word and not a different one? Is there a covert message
behind a covert question? And it goes on, and on.
Althusser speaks of the moment of recognition, when the
individual recognizes that he has been interpolated into the ruling ideology,
and despite that the individual remains situation in his position. The situation is, according to Althusser,
larger than the individual himself. In this cause, one may realize they are
involved in games of the mind, whether imposed or from within, and the mind
games are the larger situation. Regardless of the act of realization the
individual cannot escape the fact that these games are taking place.
So the only thing left to do…play the damn game.
Play the game so well that you create games that trump the
initial game and knock it out of the playing field. In fact, you have been
playing bigger games without realizing it, you have initiated it and your
foreplay, your unintentional warm up has pushed the ball into play. Once you
realize the whistle has blown, the ball is in your court and you seize it. You
do not wallow in despair, wishing you could push the games out of your mind,
rather you play that game and you win. Win the game. Because winning the game
is the only way you can realize the game and stop it from consuming your life.
Play the game.
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