Passion

A burning sensation.

Something only you know how to feed. So that it grows and turns into something beautiful. Its overwhelms your life and allows you to live the only way you should, freely. There are no more ropes keeping you down, like shackles on a prisoner, nothing you can’t shake off, just a shrug of your shoulders and you are okay. When you let your passion consume you, you find a way to fill that deep, dark, intense void that has been eating you alive. It’s something you just can’t deny or ignore. Because if you don’t feed it, it’ll turn into that monster you dream of. That monster that becomes your life. It is the only thing that solely belongs to you, because your passion should be your life, your life should be your passion. Both are intertwined, for without passion what is the life you live, and without this life how can you act out on your passion. Eat, breathe, sleep, think of only your passion and your life is fulfilled. You have a reason to live. Let nothing else control you, be a slave to your passion, be a slave to yourself. 

Lonesome.

Feeling lonely is something that we all experience in our lives. Humans crave for companionship no matter how much they try to deny it, we're social creatures. No matter how much we say we don't need anyone to get us through live, we do. Some say feeling lonely is all in your head, you feel lonely in a crowded room, it's all because of your thoughts. You are spending time with an amazing person, but that internal void still gnaws and pulls at you until you fall into a slum and you can't pull yourself out. You need someone to help you out of it, but you can't seem to find a friend, lover, or just anyone to do that for you. You are stuck and the only person who can help you is you. Being alone is not easy but the only way you can be with someone is if you know what it's like being alone, otherwise how will you ever appreciate the other person. Likewise if you want someone to appreciate you, you have to leave them alone for a while. But that's a whole different story. First focus on yourself, be alone. Embrace it, not matter how much it hurts. It's one lesson you have to learn, the sooner the better. Just make sure you get out of it alive.